Recently I have been noticing how quick people are to judge others. Everyone has to throw in there thought on every situation because everyone has to be right. Within the last couple of weeks I have witnessed someone telling someone else how they go to a Bible study everyday of the week. This person was wording the conversation in a way that was lifting themselves up, like they were better then others because of it. This really got on my nerves because if I went to a Bible study everyday of the week, I wouldn't be focused on everything I am learning. My brain takes time to process things. I focus on a lesson and meditate on it for a few days. Why did this person have to take all the glory for themselves when glory always belongs to God? This made me frustrated in a way I haven't been in a while.
Another situation was a person telling me to my face that I was not giving enough money to the church. I was absolutely shocked because I don't tell anyone how much I give. That is between me and God. This person confronted me and told me that they don't make as much as me yet they have never seen me give as much as them. This story hit a nerve so deep I can't even explain it. I get to laugh at it now but at the moment I was actually angry with the person.
Lastly, I think I got on someones nerve last night while hanging out with some friends. I was trying to help them with a very petty task and this person must have had a bad night because they blew up and started yelling at me. I walked away in anger because all I was trying to do was help. This made me realize (the next day) that you cannot be mad when other people voice their opinions, confront you on things they do not know, or when someone is having a bad day and blame it on you. Don't let someones sin pull you into sin. Instead, pray for these people.
Within the last few weeks, I have realized that I have had an anger problem lately. This is something I am going to have to work on and God will change. To anyone reading this, I could use some prayer :)
I will pray! I love ya kid...yur so smart ; )
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